there'srainonmywindow

Blogging life has become lazy. I start updating and quickly lose interest. So I press 'save' for another day. Another day swings by and I have something new to tell you. The inspiration required is lacking, so yet another post finds its way to the 'drafts' box.

I've just come to say...

I've spent my w/end curled up under my bed covers watching movies and eating Ben and Jerry's Core Karamel Sutra ice-cream. Separating the vanilla and chocolate chip is thickened caramel sauce. It makes me smile just writing about it. 500ml of happy freedom. And no, I didn't regret consuming the whole tub...


Yesterday and today have been hard. Two very beautiful friends got married and my sister was a bridesmaid. I missed out on their walk down the aisle. I missed doing Beka's makeup and hair before the ceremony, taking photos, hugging and laughing with old friends. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so closely knit to my family. It would be easier. My chest hurts when I see photos of them having fun without me.
The inside of my throat gets scratchy when I miss catching butterflies with Mikey and Lily and setting up tea parties on the lawn with them. It doesn't take long for my cheeks to get wet when need a hug from my mum. Like now. I really need hug.